PARTY AND BULLSHIT

fuck 2007 is a breeze so far, living for the nights i cant remember with the friends i'll never forget about..word.
im having too much fun.

I guess the only thing you learn in the end is that you only got yourself. Everyone's too into their own problems to listen to other peoples. So why the fuck can't I learn that? Why do I always tell myself that I'll pull through, that I'm a strong person when it's all just bullshit cuz I'm just putting this shit behind me, like sweeping it under a carpet. Then it all hits me at once.

It's like I'm walking into a dark path, like I'm falling into a pit of loneliness.

I just complain too fucking much.

FUCK..im in debt. Man, I thought making more money @ FS would benefit me, but we always want more than what we can get.

X-mas shopping on Thursday, I hate shopping during the christmas rush :S

Last night was RANDOM. Rona came over, ate dinner at my house (more like pigged out) hah. Hopped in the Lancer and off to Starbucks..holy crap Peppermint Mochas are so good. Picked up Claudia, my drinking partner, and off we went to a bar haha. Ended up playing jitz and billiards with the owner of the bar and befriended his friends ha. Left the place around 1, had work @ 10. Goooooooooood, I was tired. Man, i've been having some random nights for a while now.

There was a time
When I was so broken hearted
Love wasn't much of a friend of mine
The tables have turned, yeah
'Cause me and them ways have parted
That kind of love was the killin' kind
Now listen
All I want is someone I can't resist
I know all I need to know by the way that I got kissed
..
Now there's not even breathin' room
Between pleasure and pain
Yeah you cry when we're makin' love
Must be one and the same - Cryin' by Aerosmith
I love this song and the lyrics are so damn good!

Its so boring, someone save me before i combust. So work is going well, getting more hours which is sweeeeeeet, let the money come in. Christmas is coming up, and I only bought one gift, for my mother. LOL, oh god, I need to hurry up. I hate shopping during the x-mas rush, it sucks ass.

Whatever.

Blah..that's all I can say. Worked extra hours today @ FS and I happend to be late to night school because I ended at 6 lol. On top of that, I forgot (well more like slacked) to do my 2 essays that were due last week, daaaaamn. So goddamn tired, been out since 9:15 in the morning and aside from that all the endless talk about the stupid Wii system. Ughhhhhhhh.

Work tomorrow once again. It's beautiful, trying to occupy my time as much as I can so then I won't go crazy being by myself.